i love you more than you will ever know

oh eddie.. youre in my mind and my heart every minute of every day.. i went to the fort benning website today to read the guestbook.. moms, wives, girlfriends.. all posted talking about how frequently they get to talk to their soldier.. i hope i hear from you soon.. just checking the weather in georgia makes me feel a little bit closer to you.. you're a strong, lovable, amazing person.. and i am so proud of you, and will continue to grow even more proud as the next few months pass.. cant wait to see how much you grow as a human being, not to mention how HOT you're gonna look =) heh. i know you can't read this, but it makes me feel better.. i cleaned my room today because you criticize me for always having it so dirty.. i think i'm gonna start going to church too.. because i know how strongly you feel about that.. that means no more working on sundays but oh well lol.. i wonder if they shaved your head yet.. if you got your uniform yet.. i know they have.. trying to picture this 'new you' is difficult.. i put a whole bunch of things in a shoebox today..a combination of things from france.. rocks from the normandy beaches, plane ticket stub, the prayer beads you got me from that cathedral..and some other things, the first and only note you ever wrote me..amityville horror stub, kingdom of heaven stub, and crash stub.. broken bracelets, the banana condom you gave me lol, your little spoon from cold stone, and an envelope of pictures..im going to keep it under my bed..and whenever i get lonely i just need to look through it and i'm guaranteed either to smile or cry.. either way, i'm bound to feel a little bit closer to you.. i'm so looking forward to your first letter.. i'm looking even more forward to my response.. i cant wait to send you pictures, provide you with the necessary updates.. i love you so much sweetheart.. i hope you're thinking about me just as i am, you. <3